~#WIPjoy Day 14: A poem about/from your WIP~

wipjoy day 14

abandoned and abused
what is left for me now?
can’t ever give in, he wouldn’t
i’m sorry for the urges– i shouldn’t
break
but i did long ago

where am i now?
i need to find
the brothers that I
left behind
what am i, now?
what did they make me?
let me out of here
so much raw fear

what is my name?
it is not important
you told me I can breathe?
so what?
already gave in and i am sorry
but sorry to who?
there’s something missing, something missing, something missing
and i can’t remember
you should have thought twice
because real eyes realize real lies

where am I now?
i don’t know
you’re controlling
but it’s all a show
what am i, now?
what did they make me?
let me out of here
i can’t breathe
sixty-two, sixty-two is what i am
to be, to be slaughtered like a lamb
of insanity i’m on the rim
but
i
knew
him

–Keira’s song, written by my Vandi. (it’s even better if you can hear it sung but I don’t have a recording of it anymore.)

~Your Pickle

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